Realizing today that I'm having a bizarre experience internally that feels a little insane.
A bit of backstory:
For some reason the other month, God decided to say something to me about the future.
Now the thing he said is completely unsupported by present circumstances. There's no basis for it in the reality of today. I guess that's not so strange, in light of ways the Lord has interacted with man since ancient times.
In the history of my faith journey, there have been times God gave me instructions for something I needed to do. But the message he sent this time was about what he plans to use his own hands to establish.
Getting back to the point of all this -
I guess this is just the first time I've experienced how much it freaks the mind to simultaneously know something very significant regarding the future...something the brain has no way of knowing outside of the Holy Spirit...something observable facts do not yet support...and to have limited control or responsibility in the matter other than trusting God, continuing to listen and walk, and waiting for the moment he presents his work so the rest of the world understands what you knew all along...while at the same time being inevitably affected and influenced by the unseen truth that's now part of your reality because of the confidence you have regarding the things God says.
Very strange mentally. Also cool all the way around.
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